Planned vs On-the-go

There's a thing about what we've planned and what we've decide upon on the go.

The latter, means that we have to make a quick decision on the spot, sometimes with little time to think it through, and sometimes with the lack of vital information.

Either ways, at those situations, we usually have to decide to take another route to end up at our planned destination or give it up ultimately for something else.
This goes to explain that what we originally planned,will almost always end up with us gaining something else.

Sacrifices. Devotion. Breakage of friendships. Change of inner thoughts. Lifestyles. Life...

dire situations

These are dire situations and difficult time...

Nothing but the sort that strip me off all Passion and positivity that I possess and left nothing in my way akin to that whence one couldn't even find a speck of Hay to grasp to to save myself from when fell into a rapid current river.

Quite much that it shall even reap me off of what I had adore and cared for all these times.

Where does I quit it to, now that surrenderment isn't unobvious and near at sight?

My last ray of light had I kept, not giving up, yet hoe insignificant it seemed in the light of a much sinister malifice.

This is indeed as thought Invictus is enacted, right off my very life it does...