Expectations

This morning, I woke up feeling just like any other day in life to enjoy.

Same o' bed, same o' routine of making myself a cuppa coffee, it has been awhile but not very long back, I started to resent instant coffee, drinking it only when I have no other choices.
Yup, I've bought coffee powder grounded from coffee beans and even got hold of a sock just for my morning Cuppa.

My expectations for the day?
A usual day to tackle as always...
But before I knew it, I've made appointments and received appointments from all aspects.

Yes, today's appointments is definitely out of the usual, totally something out of my expectations.
Then despite the short amount time I have, everything started to sort themselves out for me, rather than requiring more effort that could have cost me more time and strains. Yes, I shall not disagree for its indeed a miracle unasked for.

It reminds me yet again, my mistakes and failures had just begun to run its course, more is to come, and in return, a better outcome and brighter prospects is up for grab.

So why should I hated the person that had half a share in all these?
Very little. Little and bits I'm starting and willing to believe, to convince myself that I am actually welcoming these outcomes that has surfaced for more than an issue.
It had did nothing short in the past few months in challenging my very faith, as did it my sanity, courage, confidence, and what not.

You know...
I'd say, do whatever I can while tackling whatever I cannot...and I shall solve them.

The worst parts may have yet to come, but I had managed one, I had suffered heartaches of the worst kind, one that I had never imagined up to my 20 years of life, such naivety and ignorance.
I had woke up and gone to sleep with a painful heart that twitched and toiled me, these I had experienced, yet I did not break then, so neither shall I break now, and let it be for the future me. Break we shan't, not until life ran its course.

Expect the unexpected.