Thirst? Greed? Irrantionality?

Is this thirst, an unquenchable yearn for learning things?

Or is it just greed, just being greedy and wanting more when there isn't sufficient time for all?

Or, maybe irrationality, failure to process things through and picking up things not knowing if its necessity or just extra wants in life.

What I'm talking about is that as I grow up, in the little 25 years that came to past, I have always want to pick up something to do.

Maybe because I'm having much time less for them?

Although I can no longer remember much from long ago, in recent years I've tried to attend Taekwondo classes, Piano lessons, Guitar lessons, learning Japanese languages, Aikido classes, Qigong classes...

All these, I have only managed a few, and the rest was either forfeited, or I took the quitter role.

Yet, even now I did not learn my lesson, even when reminded constantly about these shortcomings that I should probably put more effort in, I'm already looking forward to learning new things.

Perhaps my Aikido master is right about what he told me, Mr. Sukri said, "Being a Jack of all Trade, you'll become a Master of none."

I've also remembered a friend once told me, Greg, he said," It's too much, cut down some..."

So, I'll remember their advices, and focus on what I've already taken up, and give them more effort.

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I've also found a special someone, I want to make sure she's not neglected in my best ability, I'll keep trying.

I left Taekwondo?

After helping out in the Poomsae competition organized by the Taekwondo club this Sunday, I decided to write up this post.

Around this time last year was a  terrible time for me.
Juggling between works, I found myself short of energy to put more effort and time into the art that I had come to loved for years.

We're now in September of the year 2012, it's been already a year since I quit my Taekwondo training without much of a notice.
After thinking far and long I some how decided that I would not return for training even when work lightened up earlier this year.
That haven't been the easiest and happiest decision I made, but as time passed I've found it to be a path quite properly taken, perhaps I may yet return some day.

I have not done much exercise since then, and what not, I've gained weight. T_T
The only activities I done this year was swimming.
Though I'm not doing it as often as I wished and it's certainly not sufficient to burn the extra fats I've gained from food, past midnight fridge raid happens to be the chief culprit.