Changes in life

Remember how "we'd" spend times thinking about life, now i'm just trying to live it.
There's no grand theory about it, and everything just keeps coming and leaving.

But just "you" wait, things will definitely get more interesting as the time flow...
better catch up with "them".

Hurdles toward the end of the year

Within a few quick winks the year which seemed to just began a few months ago is now no more than 3 months in the counting.

Resolutions aplenty yet to be fulfilled....

Expectations

This morning, I woke up feeling just like any other day in life to enjoy.

Same o' bed, same o' routine of making myself a cuppa coffee, it has been awhile but not very long back, I started to resent instant coffee, drinking it only when I have no other choices.
Yup, I've bought coffee powder grounded from coffee beans and even got hold of a sock just for my morning Cuppa.

My expectations for the day?
A usual day to tackle as always...
But before I knew it, I've made appointments and received appointments from all aspects.

Yes, today's appointments is definitely out of the usual, totally something out of my expectations.
Then despite the short amount time I have, everything started to sort themselves out for me, rather than requiring more effort that could have cost me more time and strains. Yes, I shall not disagree for its indeed a miracle unasked for.

It reminds me yet again, my mistakes and failures had just begun to run its course, more is to come, and in return, a better outcome and brighter prospects is up for grab.

So why should I hated the person that had half a share in all these?
Very little. Little and bits I'm starting and willing to believe, to convince myself that I am actually welcoming these outcomes that has surfaced for more than an issue.
It had did nothing short in the past few months in challenging my very faith, as did it my sanity, courage, confidence, and what not.

You know...
I'd say, do whatever I can while tackling whatever I cannot...and I shall solve them.

The worst parts may have yet to come, but I had managed one, I had suffered heartaches of the worst kind, one that I had never imagined up to my 20 years of life, such naivety and ignorance.
I had woke up and gone to sleep with a painful heart that twitched and toiled me, these I had experienced, yet I did not break then, so neither shall I break now, and let it be for the future me. Break we shan't, not until life ran its course.

Expect the unexpected.

Back to training.

After missing for more than 2 months from my Taekwondo trainings, I went back for some the night before.
New floor mat, new faces, fresh body...
But this morning, wake up with the ever so familiar muscle aches as usual.
And the sand bags are finally beaten.

Still, Its good to be back.

DreamS.

There's many end to the word "DREAM".

Anyway, the point is that... its something that we mostly taken for grant easily in life.

We dream about our future, about life, love, health, wealth, fun, etc. And with that we struggle through hills and valleys, trying to reach the destination of these dreams.

We dream about all sort of wild things in our sleeps. The good ones, they call it sweet dreams.

The bad ones, nightmares.

We dream about something that's probably slightly difficult, or very difficult, or impossible to attain.

Yet, nothing stop a person from continuing their dream. 

Not the valleys that may break them down, not the nightmares that leaves them awake in bed with sweat, nor the impossible something that they all dream about.

This is us, this is the human nature, this is how human civilizations came to, from then...and as long as the world shall spin, as night and day follows, we shall not stop our dreams from being dreamt.

Sweet dreams folks.

Planned vs On-the-go

There's a thing about what we've planned and what we've decide upon on the go.

The latter, means that we have to make a quick decision on the spot, sometimes with little time to think it through, and sometimes with the lack of vital information.

Either ways, at those situations, we usually have to decide to take another route to end up at our planned destination or give it up ultimately for something else.
This goes to explain that what we originally planned,will almost always end up with us gaining something else.

Sacrifices. Devotion. Breakage of friendships. Change of inner thoughts. Lifestyles. Life...

dire situations

These are dire situations and difficult time...

Nothing but the sort that strip me off all Passion and positivity that I possess and left nothing in my way akin to that whence one couldn't even find a speck of Hay to grasp to to save myself from when fell into a rapid current river.

Quite much that it shall even reap me off of what I had adore and cared for all these times.

Where does I quit it to, now that surrenderment isn't unobvious and near at sight?

My last ray of light had I kept, not giving up, yet hoe insignificant it seemed in the light of a much sinister malifice.

This is indeed as thought Invictus is enacted, right off my very life it does...